Work

I have been in the internship for over six months now. i have learned a lot and gained valuable knowledge. I'm keeping pretty busy compared to when I first started. I really like being in-charge of running the center. It feels good to have something that you are responsible for. I take great pride in making sure everyone has the best experience at TCE. Now that I have my feet wet per say, I would like to manage a much bigger facility. I never knew what my calling for life was going to be; like most, I felt "lost" when It came to what I wanted to do for the rest of my life. But, I think I may have found it -being in-charge and and running the facility is fun, rewarding, and a different experience everyday. Also, good money can be made in facility management.

I really always to hate to harp about money, but I just want to give my kids and family what I didn't have growing up. I never want to have to worry when will the next check come in so I can afford to buy diapers or clothes etc. Having a lack of money puts SO MUCH stress on a family and a relationship in general. Money was the main reason why fights started at my house when growing up. I just don't want my kids to worry about that.

To get back on point, I feel that the Internship has been a great experience and is really preparing me for my career.

Tahoe

I'm going to Tahoe for the 4th of July weekend with a bunch of people, and for some reason, I can't get excited for it. I just feel that compared to what I just came back from(NY and Bermuda) it won't be nearly as fun. Call it the post vacation blues, if you will.

I just picture tons of drunk 21 year olds going out of control and trying to fight everyone. Hope I'm wrong.

I found out what an engagement party is

This weekend was quite busy for me, I had "game night" on Friday, an engagement party on Saturday, and my sister B-day party on Sunday.

Anyways, I'm happy to say that this weekend was really fun. My favorite part was hanging out with my family and friends on Sunday night for my sisters BBQ; it reminded me of camping.

I'm realizing how important it is to have happy, stable people people in your life. When you hangout with losers their bad traits start to rub off on you. I used to have no problem hanging out with Jason all day (not saying he is a loser but our goals our MUCH different), now more than 20 minutes, I get really bored. I wish I could light a fire under his ass and make him a productive human being.